I really wanted to spend some quality timewith you in the two days.. But I couldn't do even one tenth of what i thought i would do.
My DEAREST, eventhough I met, I regret the fact that we had only a very small one line talk. I miss you so much and I hate every single fraction of the second when I was near you but I couldn't talk to you.
My feelings for you is so very strong that it tells me to euthenize my conscience and logic and fall for you when my mind says FALLING for you will in fact take me to the PEAK of my life.
I savor every moment that I saw you though regretting I couldn't come any closer. I know you like me, I know you think I'm good and I know you know for sure that I care about you. But all I am puzzled is this - do you feel the same way as me ?
You are my thought day in and day out, you are my ambition, you are my prayer and you are my LIFE. Life which is pathetically dependent on the slightest glance of you every day at least in my dreams.
It is not ego that is blocking me, it is not cowardice and it is not the damn 'society'. All that is blocking me is the fact that just the uttering of those three words should not be the cause of our unity.
I've heard people saying if love is magic, 'I love you' is the wand. If love is card game; then 'I love you' is the trump card. If love is heaven; 'I love you' is the threshold...
My love is no magic, my love is no card game. And it isn't some waguely conceptualized illusional place called heaven or a damn thing which people normally understand...
I don't know when it started and I know that it will never end. I know it is the only thing that would defy the popular saying 'change is the only constant'.
